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Music Appreciation

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 9:25 PM
You know, sometimes, you learn to really appreciate music.
You'll learn to understand the lyrics better.
Strong structure, the feeling and emotion it pulls on you.
And once you break the walls you may learn to relate to it.
Sometimes you'll relate to very good song, very happy songs.
Other times...you'll wish you never had.
But never the less, the songs seem to say exactly how you feel.
It's simply amazing.
I think that's why I like to write.
And yes I know, I haven't been writing much, not that anyone ever truely reads it anyone.
Lord knows, just because this site offers a chance for writers to post things, they never get attention.
A very art centered site, and if you can't do anything artistic, be ready to be lost in the spray.

Anyway...here I am.
Trying to get my writing back on track.
I'm keeping a poetry book now, writing random things I think of in it.
Sometimes I'm bothered by thoughts to the point I can't sleep.
Just two lines that keep surfacing.
It's always right before bed to...odd.

Other news...I have a music myspace.
Right now it's simply trance and what not.
I just simply have no money to do vocals.
Very troublesome but there isn't anything to be done.
Especially in this economy.
Probably be better to go on unemployment, get twice as much than if I actually worked.
This is the site: [link]

I don't really know what I'm going to do about artwork anymore for the music
Perhaps just look around, maybe see if my sister will help.
Then again she has two kids.
Hm.
Oh well, I don't have enough material just yet to worry about album art yet.

This is all I have to say.
I'm going to go work on music now, or fall into the highway.
Ya know, whatever is more convient.
(Obviously music to anyone ignorant to think otherwise.)

~Psy-Fi~

  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Sum 41
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: The end of all existence
  • Playing: like I'm alright
  • Eating: The souls of the weak
  • Drinking: The blood of innocent

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  • Current Residence: KC, Missouri
  • Print preference: On paper would be nice.
  • Interests: Music and writing
  • Favourite movie: Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Dogma, Hellboy, The Matrix, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Star Wars
  • Favourite band or musician: Icon of Coil/Panzer AG/CombiChrist, SlipKnoT, Psyclon Nine
  • Favourite genre of music: Electronica
  • Favourite artist: Laura and Ti
  • Favourite poet or writer: COREY TAYLOR!!!<3 Edgar Allen Poe, George Orwell, Hunter S. Thompson, Chuck Palahniuk
  • Favourite photographer: Laura, Ti, and a few of my watches
  • Favourite style of art: Good art.
  • Operating System: Life support
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: The protective kind.
  • Wallpaper of choice: The kind on my wall.
  • Skin of choice: Black
  • Favourite game: WAR!!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: The one that works.
  • Favourite cartoon character: The demented ones
  • Personal Quote: Hail Satan
  • Tools of the Trade: Keyboard or pencil

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like i said, when you shut yourself off and everything, it makes it harder for people to help you
and if you don't want help- like so many people who DON'T- then don't act like you do
i'm not criticizing you or anything- just repeating what people have said to me
and feeling nothing is even worse because then you don't know if you've taken yourself to the level where you're completely lost

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my sanity is wasting away
i see no rays of hope
breaking their way through my barrier of hopelessness
i.
When did I act like I want help?
I can handle it, I just like to express it when I write and stuff.
I handle it by shutting down for a while.
But I don't expect anyone to understand my methods.
It's what's worked for 18 years.

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In nomine dei nostri satanas luciferi exelsi.
living like that seems extremely empty.

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my sanity is wasting away
i see no rays of hope
breaking their way through my barrier of hopelessness
i.
That's all I'm ever going to be now.
Because whatever isn't hollow...just hurts.

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In nomine dei nostri satanas luciferi exelsi.
i think i can understand what you mean now...but only a little bit. i don't think i'll be as intense as you are yet...

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my sanity is wasting away
i see no rays of hope
breaking their way through my barrier of hopelessness
i.
i....kinda don't know what to say right now

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my sanity is wasting away
i see no rays of hope
breaking their way through my barrier of hopelessness
i.

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